About Day 30

Day 30 - A picture of someone you miss.

  

This is my baby Rowdy.

I got him when I went to Peru for the summer.

It was love at first sight.

I named him Rowdy after the dead dog in Scrubs.

It was so hard leaving him every Fall to go back to school.

I went home for a week in August last year.

I was so excited to see Rowdy.

I got home and I kept asking about him.

My parents said he had died.

He was hit by a car.

I cried so much.

I loved Rowdy.

I promised him one day I would bring him to Provo with me.

And it hurt me so much.

That he couldn't wait for me.

That he wasn't able to wait for me.

My parents got me Nikita.

They said that if they were to lose a child,

only another child would help.

So they got me her.

 

I love her.

She reminds me of Rowdy.

I also had to leave her in Peru.

I'm such a bad mommy.