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Here is gone

Sometimes some people just freaking piss you off.

Yes, I am Peruvian

I have always thought words hurt much more than actions. There are some things I hate, one of them is feeling inferior because of my race. There is nothing worse than feeling less of a person because of the color of my skin or the language I speak.

Yes, I am Peruvian. I was born and raised in Peru. And yes, I speak Spanish. I am not ashamed of it. My parents are the best people in the world and they have done everything to make me feel loved and to give me all I've ever needed and wanted. That is why I am here.

I am not so easily hurt, but there are a couple things that will always cut deep. Jokes about my skin, my race, my accent, and making me feel stupid. I am not stupid. I am smart enough to come here and try to create a future for myself in a place I had never lived in before, alone.

I have a job and I have school, I have assignments and they are all in English, and I work my way through them. I am not stupid. Don't make me feel stupid. Don't make fun of me to hurt me. People lose so many things for not controlling their own mouths.

Go Away

My sister has decided to move to Park Plaza, not only to the complex but to my ward as well. Talk about hating something. I need space, I need my own little world, and she is not part of that little world. It was the same thing when she wanted to apply for my job and she asked me if she could, I said no, my work is my happy place, the only place where I can be myself and where actually being myself is a good thing. She didn't care about me saying no, she went ahead and applied. I know it sounds bad to say it but was I happy when I found out they wouldn't take her. Now she is moving to my ward. And I asked her, I begged her not to move, but she is so selfish she won't listen. I don't want to see her. I don't want to talk to her. I know it must sound like I hate her, but I don't. I just know that her presence is not good for me, it has never been good for me to have her close. She brings out the worst part of me. Being her sister has always been a challenge for me. Having her close has always been unbearable. When we are apart we are pretty good friends, but being close kills everything. And now she is back again. Back to haunt me. Like a nightmare from which I will never wake up.

Look at the sky

Currently listening: Change your mind by The Killers

Sometimes people just want to breathe. They need their space. And if you want to follow them around everywhere they go, it gets annoying. And then the drama. Please spare me the drama.

We're all the same
And love is blind
The sun is gone
Before it shines
And I said if the answer is no
Can I change your mind