Denial

Currently listening: Wonderful by Everclear

People don't understand what goes inside our minds. And they don't really know you. Anyway, I'm not feeling like getting deep today.

I was so bored at work. Maybe I need to look for a job in which I get to jump in positions. Maybe it's too soon to be thinking about that. I am a very ambitious person, because I know I have the potential, but nobody sees it. My time will come. To be honest work has lost its charm, what can I say? The charm left.

My little sister is coming back on Thursday! I am so happy she will be coming back! I have missed her so much. She hasn't missed me like that, she's been with my parents being jolly. Who wouldn't?

Before school starts I will write a post with a recapitulation (is that even a word?) of the spring/summer terms and with everybody I have gotten to meet and I'll even post pictures of them with spotlights. I have to make a list of important people. I have a rough draft now.

Now, take a good and very CLOSE look at this.


Denied? I worked like a mule and my break was denied. Tisk tisk.

I am hanging out with Mariam and America now. Girly conversations are all I'm hearing. And relationships, because apparently Mariam is very popular with the guys at work. Y como no, si parece chica de revista. Anyway... B-O-R-I-N-G...

I'll write my thoughts on girls soon, because I'm sure I'm confusing everyone by dissing the female community without a perfect explanation.

O, and last but not least. I wrote something today at work. I thought I'd post it just to make sure I don't ever lose it.

Time never stops,
Not when you want it to.
Not when you need it to.
Not when it has to.

The days keep passing by,
Leaving their evil marks behind.
The memories come back,
Whenever you start to laugh.

They come back to haunt you,
to make sure you don’t arise.
To remind you that happiness
Is a dream no one can catch.

And even when it’s easier to let go,
You keep holding on.
And you drive away, hoping to run away
But it was never that easy, and it will never be.

And you have to pretend,
You have to let them think that you’re okay.
You have to fake that smile,
And give it another try.

But you will hurt and forever cry,
Wondering why and cursing your eyes.
And you will burn and be just ashes.
And then you’ll rise when you come out.

No one will know, what goes inside
You hide it well, you learn to lie.
No one will know, when you’re alone
You want to die, you want to go.

No one will know, no one can see
What’s past the obvious, does not exist.
No one will know, you had a choice,
No one will know, why now you’re gone.