BTW

O, I love Rob Smith.

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Some people come into your life for
a reason, to change it and leave it.
You might be still around them but it is
not how it used to be, it's not the same. Never.
The worst is when you cannot let go and you know
you will never let go. You want their influence, or
maybe just having them was enough, but the truth
is that some people only come to be gone.
Some people have a purpose, only one.
Some people only come so you let go.
One of them I knew. He appeared
and left as silently as he came.
I will never know why or how
but one day it will all make sense.

Maid Service

"Bring me pie," he gestured and because she was so eager for him to talk to her, she hurried up to bring it and finally be close to him.

"What are you doing?" her friend said, trying to figure out why she was desperately looking for whipped cream.

She stood in the middle of the room and thought of what she was doing.

"My boyfriend just asked me to bring him pie," she finally concluded.

"boyfriend? What is he doing?" her friend asked looking at her with the plate of pumpkin pie in her hands and ready to deliver it.

"Playing cards with his friends," she said, lovestruck look on her face. "See?" She pointed at him. He was having the time of his life, he just needed one thing and it was up to her to make him completely happy. "But he wants pie."

And she marched away from her friend, missing only her french maid uniform. The attitude was already there.

Move On

I love my bishop. I had never liked talking to the bishop before but it's different with Bishop Hart. I feel so good whenever I talk to him. I have decided to finally do what he's invited me to do.

• Read a chapter a day of the Book of Mormon or read a talk in the November 2009 Ensign.
  
• Pray at least twice a day, in the morning and at night.
• Buy "Believing Christ" by Stephen E. Robinson and read it. (edit: ---- Bought!)
  
• Go to the temple weekly.
  

Bishop told me I'm a good person and God only knows how much I've needed to hear that. I also got my Temple Recommend and when he was asking me those questions, I felt the Spirit so strong as I answered positively to each of them. He finally got rid of a doubt I had in my mind ever since I got my Patriarchal Blessing back in 2005. A doubt that killed me a little every day, but now it's gone. The essence of the interview was to move on, the Bishop told me so so many times, God wants me to move on and keep progressing.

I love my Bishop.

Escaping The World part I

This is a free form essay I have decided to write. It's mainly for me. It helps me in the long run to read what I write.

Through the years I have noticed there are two things I love and always will. Books and TV. Why do I love them so much? Because they are my way of escaping. Escaping the world that I don't really love. My life is not perfect, it's pretty good and I'm usually happy but sometimes I just feel bad about it.

All I wanna do today is watch TV. This time I have chosen Gossip Girl. I like escaping, because when I don't like the world I live in, there's always a book or a TV show I can enter and be part of. A world that no matter how messed up it may be, I enjoy being a part of... because in the end, there's always a happy ending in store and I know it'll come.


To be continued...

"I've dreamt alone, now the dreams won't do"

I'm supposed to be studying but I just listened to this song and I'm such a mess right now that I needed to post it. Seriously, it describes a part of my life - which I consider to be the best and the worst - with such exactitude... Enjoy.

Listen!

It's "I see you" by Mika, btw.

Pictures

So we have Halloween and FHE. I can't tell you how much I love the FHE pics! They're just great! I think I look good. Cocky much?













*Here* *Here* You wanna look *here*

Si je te disais...

There's one thing I want right now... and I don't know how to get it. It's frustrating.

Mikey's back! I've been so very sad without my baby - my black Mac that is - I'm so excited we're reunited again and I'm never ever ever ever letting it be away from me for so long ever ever ever again.

I'm bored at work right now. I'll post some pictures when I get home.