A love-like feeling

The greatest feeling of all is seeing your program work. I have discovered my passion. I do love programming. I would like to do it forever. I feel I am someone that matters whenever something I program works, and two of the kids in my class think I'm a genius because I can figure stuff out really quick.

It feels as exhilarating as love and it doesn't hurt. So I will go for it. I am tired of hurting. Writing is my passion too. I am working on a fiction piece now. It is kind of dark but I like it.

"The cut was the deepest she had had so far. Her blood kept flowing out of her veins and it would not stop. Her eyes were wide open, fascinated with the idea of the human body. The blood flow was breathtaking. It made her think of a river running downstream. Never stopping. Her blood would not stop. It was time. She hadn’t planned it that way but she was ready to go.

Her drug was always so available. It was the only thing that had never left her, and never would. Nobody suspected anything, she was always wearing sweatshirts and her arms were safely hidden. She had a deep love for her cuts. Running the shiny scissors across her splotchy arms was addicting, it was a routine that had become a part of her.

They are what cannot be put into words.

Salty tears blurred her vision as she watched herself bleed."

Maybe a little creepy. But that's my writing.