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My Rowdy Became An Angel

A/N: Dedicated to my best friend

I had never loved a dog as much as I loved Rowdy. 
I loved him from the very moment I saw him. 
There was just something about him.
Something that drew me in.
Plus he was the cutest puppy I have ever seen.
It is interesting, what I said on a previous post
that I would feel if Rowdy died
is nothing compared to what I felt when dad told me.
("I would be destroyed if my Rowdy died. I'm sad whenever I think I'll go back to Provo without him.")
I had no idea what I was talking about.
Destroyed? Sad?
It's way worse than that.
I like to think that God wanted Rowdy because he was such a good dog.
Even tho he was not completely potty trained...
He got hit by a car on July 21st, 2010.
He was born on May 8th, 2009.
A year and 2 months old.
My baby died.
I promised him that once I graduated 
I would bring him to the States with me.
But he didn't wait for me.
He was so rowdy I am not surprised.
Now he will be waiting for me up in Heaven.

*

We fell in love from the very first time.


He was a little angel and liked to play a lot.


Then he started growing and getting those little teeth.
I wanted to take him to Provo with me.


He had our hearts in his paws.


These are pictures from the last time I ever saw him.
He loved playing with those little balls.
(April 2010)


And these are from his resting place.
It took all my courage to go there and accept he was gone.
(August 2010)


My Disclaimer

Im finally back in Utah after spending the most amazing week in Peru. For the next couple of days--maybe a few more than that--I'll be working on the world's greatest blog post, so stay tuned.

My Prep Day

I think I'm gonna be a good mom.
Heck, I'm gonna be a great mom.
I love babies.
If I love someone else's baby so much...
Imagine how much I will love my own babies.

Will they be as cute as little Jay?
That's debatable!
Because Jameson's the cutest baby EVER!

These are some of our pictures together.
Thanks Sam and Nikki for making my day by letting me babysit!!!!
It's always the highlight of my day.

I almost wish I weren't flying to Peru this Tuesday...
just to babysit him again!!




=) Aww!!!


He has a tight grip.


Look at that cute little smile!


Probably one of my favorite pictures!


His face in this one is priceless!

My Girl Post

If you know me, you know I don't like girls.
But she's an exception.
I worship her.
Kate Hudson is the most beautiful woman in the world!


 





My Grandpa's Advice

When I was little
Dad used to get mad at me
because all the problems I had with people
had their roots in me trusting them too much.

Dad said grandpa's motto was:
"Nobody should know what you're thinking"
But I was never good at keeping my thoughts inside.
I think it's because I'm scared of my own mind.
It's really messed up in there.

If my thoughts could come out
they would destroy worlds,
people, hopes, wishes,
even love.
It's dark in there sometimes.

And I just got an idea that needs to be added to my book.
I will finally be able to work on it again.


This would be how my mind looks                    And this is me trying to hide it


Told ya.

My Benny Bear


Good NEWS!!!
Ryan got his bear name!!!!!!!!!!
Ryan: Supernova Bear

And I just told Ben he's mine.
He is mine mine mine.
He was down with it.

We're getting married February 14th!!!!

My Bear Buddies

I love my job.
Honest.
I love Collaboration.
And work has once more gone back to being my happy place.
Ain't it awesome?!

So there are people I like at work.
And I've given them bear names.
So all the bears are part of my clique.

If someone doesn't have a bear name...
Either I don't give a crap about them.
Or I just don't like them.
Or I nothing them.

Here are my bears!
Ben: Chocolate Bear (Choco)
Sam: Vanilla Papa Bear  (Yo Vanilla, kick it one time boyy!)
Spencer: Marshmallow Bear (Mallow Bear)
Andrew: Ice Bear
Trent: Silly Bear
Michael: Lava Bear
Brady: Swear Bear 
Eric: Gummy Bear

And I'm Caramel Bear!

I'm still working on Ryan's bear name.
I know it's only guys but no girl but me deserves a Bear Name!

Isn't work fun?! =P