Some things you shouldn't know... ever

I am sick. So I haven't been able to go skateboarding. I hate being sick.

I've been thinking about Dayan a lot. She is and always will be my best friend. I miss her like crazy, but this Christmas I'll finally be able to see her! After 2 years! I am very excited!

Stefani's been such a strength for me, in everything. She always makes me happy. I love her, she is amazing. I can't believe she'll be graduating soon, at least I know she'll stick around in Provo. I'm not ready to say goodbye to her.

I am just grateful for the amazing people I've gotten to meet this last year, specially at work. Sam and Spencer that know pretty much all about me and they can always make me laugh. Johnnie-pooh and Robbie-pooh. And Mitch.

A lot of things have happened. A lot of people don't like me. A lot of people think I'm weird. A lot of people pretend to like me. But I don't care. If I focus on the bad things in my life I'll always be sad. Everybody has crap going on, what matters is how you deal with it.

I guess I just want to say thanks to all of my friends that know the real me, with my good and bad things and they still like me, they are still there for me, they have enough patience to deal with my bad side.

I have been dealing with my bad side for a long time. I think I am almost there. I am proud of myself. I am proud of who I am. And if some people don't like it... too bad. I am happy, I am smart and I am a good person. I have my faults but I am a good person, I am a good friend.

If I haven't proven it, I'm sorry, maybe you aren't my friend either. Real friends are hard to find.

=)