A Tale of Three Sisters

N got L into reading Harry Potter as seen below.


But L got N into Gossip Girl. O I know. I know. I know.

And L and mom got N into dresses. Mom is so proud.


N, L and A started a photo shoot in their living room on a Sunday night.












N and L are crazy and dream of this.


Dream wedding in June at the Plaza. LOL. No. We were bored.

On another note, N is in love (okay just infatuated). L would hate it. A is the one that knows about it.

N loves L and A more than life.

I miss

So I can't sleep. I've been writing my book for a while and I am officially brain dead right now. But I'm happy about that. The first chapter's come along so well, but that's just me. I don't think I'd ever say my book sucks. I'll get people to read it soon. I need constructive criticism though I'm very self-conscious of my writing.

Danielle called me tonight, we talked for like an hour. I miss speaking English every day, it's like a part of me is dead. Bear with me, I'm a writer. I miss my little Danielle, I miss watching Disney channel with her and talking about nonsense stories all the time.

I miss Stefani. She's my strength whenever I need a shoulder to cry on. She's been a great example to me and I miss calling her and hanging out with her at the library. I miss the library - now that's just plain weird.

I miss my married friends - they are great guys who can always make me laugh, and who actually think I'm cool. I wonder why.

I miss #. Silly me.

I'm re-reading HP 6. That fantasy world is my escape, I need one every now and then.

Writing this has been hard. Scotty - my aunt's Golden Retriever - twisted my right arm today when I took him out. I can't move it.

Rowdy's sleeping. It looks like an angel when it sleeps.

El Abuelo y Yo is almost starting. Gotta go. No me pierdo mi novela.

More Peru and Family

Have I said Peru is amazing? Well, it is. You should be jealous. I get to eat delicious food. Lose weight. Drive however the f I want. Hang out with my awesome fam. Take pictures in fun places. Make fun of the serranitos. (lol) I love Peru. Can't you tell?

Death

I think calling your pet after one you had before is bad luck. My sister bought another bunny around a month ago, maybe less. It was the cutest little thing ever, so alive, so healthy, so adorable, and so chubby around the stomach area. She named it Min Pao, after her old bunny that died. The new Min Pao died today. We buried it in the yard where we've buried all our pets that have died, and there have been a lot. It's like a pet cemetery. I wish I could comfort Larissa, she's truly been through many sour experiences lately. I don't know how she does it, how she has the strength to pull through. I'm amazed by her. She's a great example to me. I would be destroyed if my Rowdy died. I'm sad whenever I think I'll go back to Provo without him. I've been thinking about death, and how there's life after death, and I know it. Maybe we'll see all of our pets when we resurrect. I am pretty sure we will. Mom says we will. I know it might sound kind of cheesy, but I can see the perfection in the Lord's plan, He's taken under consideration every little detail of our lives and has made it into a plan that truly is a plan of happiness. I'm sure if we only do what He asks of us, He will make sure we are reunited with the people we love after death... and the pets we love as well. The Lord's plan is complete in every way and it's all we need to be truly happy. When you think about it, you can't help but feel grateful you have the gospel in your life that brings hope for a future that today may seem dark.

News

I have big news coming up this week... or the next. I'm not sure yet, but they will definitely be big. Stay tuned!

Thoughts

I thought about last summer a lot today while solving a Rubik's cube. And I've noticed I'm not the same person I was back then. I am different. I've gone through a lot of things that have challenged my faith and my beliefs. And I'm glad to say I'm still here. Still standing.

I always thought I knew what the gospel was about but I really didn't. I have seen how being away from the Lord can destroy people without them even realizing it until they're far gone. I've seen the suffering transgresion produces on people who care about the transgressor. I've seen how friends actually are an influence to people, either good or bad. I've seen regret. And I've witnessed how the Lord moves the pieces to bring people back.

The Lord has an immense faith in people that can only be roughly compared to those of our parents. He forgives, he truly does and he lets people try again. I can hardly imagine myself doing that but he does. Maybe when I have my own kids I will truly understand how the Lord can love his children so much that is willing to give everybody more chances than they probably deserve.